落葉歸根？

很多人往往成就了許多事就會忘了自己的根本，忘了當初的堅持。人總要忘掉很多很多的事情才能成就現在的自己，偶爾回首望一望的時候，多多少少也會唏噓一番。

前幾天才開始領教一些小學生，就發現自己人與人之間的關係的確比以前差了，也不知道在什麼時候開始愛鑽牛角尖，少了一份很直接的誠懇。

“下星期老師有來嗎？”學生們問。

“有啊。”我回答

“Yeah!” 學生們歡呼。

我愣住了。

有多少個“大人”們可以真正像他們一般直接告訴他們的感受？

跟“大人”們相處久了，會有點不習慣大剌剌的回應，多可悲。

“大人”們之間最原始的相處方式到底都拋到哪去了？

我喜歡與小孩相處是因為他們的話語夠誠懇，很難會有隔膜，跟小孩溝通永遠都不會窒息，不需要保留什麼的，很安全。

今天有位學生遞我一本紀念冊叫我寫，我都差點兒忘了紀念冊是什麼東東了。想當年我自己好像也有這麼一本，不過從來都沒印像到底把它扔到哪裡去了。

我學生的紀念冊：

<紀念冊的規則>，

現在回想起來，當時6令吉真的可以把我的紀念冊給弄丟嗎？換是現在，我多多錢都不肯賣，誰弄丟了我就給他好看。

<個人資料>

老師那一頁該輪到我寫了。第一次有資格寫“共勉之”。原本想像其他小學生一樣寫"About me", "金玉良言"之類的，可是還是要裝有老師的威嚴啦，哈！

我要返璞歸真，我要找回我們的誠懇！

xoxo.

Kicking off my first day of working

I know it's a bit too quick to work right away my finals ended, I mean I only managed to get myself like 4 days to catch up my holidays, but it's fine, for me working doesn't mean I do not have anymore time to be in that relaxing zone, as long as I'm doing the right things or something I never get tired to do forever.

If you happen to know something about me, you'll know that I love kids. Speaking of my new job, I'm so not ashamed to tell my friends I'm currently working in a tuition centre in Taman Megah, it's more like a tuition care centre which you need to give homework guidance at the same time. The working hour is more or less similar to the other 9 to 5 personnel, from 8:30am to 5:30pm specially for morning and afternoon sessions. There are only primary school students in the centre, so I'm taking responsibility of those Primary 3 and 6 students, whom some of them may be rebellious at this age.

Of course, I'll never get enough of working like the other 9-5, this wouldn't be my only job. I'll also take my night time to sing at Station One in Uptown Damansara for twice a week if nothing goes wrong. And also, coaching weekly vocal lesson in Setapak on Saturdays. Having 3 jobs at once might sound a bit tiring, but it's all what I enjoy better than those intern days, the key is what you really enjoy doing of. I'd rather shout “I'm freaking tired but I'm happy" than "I can freaking sleep in my workplace, but I'm not happy." I personally agree with what Uncle Chye said, we are so used to trap ourselves into these so called "tradition", study - graduate - work in stable for 30 years - retire - die. Why not doing something creative instead of "you're born graduated a Broadcasting course, and your lifetime career will be sticking your butt on the director's chair", duh, it's so cliche! Think it twice, we can do more than that. I'm really grateful that my mom and dad are able to see what I see, they just let me do whatever I feel right to do, and c'mon I'm just 21 about turning into 22, world has much more things to explore.

Tell me what you think, and I guess it's time for me to go to work now, ciao!

xoxo.

-with much more love-

My Recent Loves

There are damn lots of songs in my head right now, it's no way for me to list every single out, so I'm gonna highlight a few of them which worth you a listen!

I'm so addicted to dancey tracks on the past few weeks, it's probably because of my final exam, so much tension going on, making me a little dirty. Thanks to Christina for her long-anticipated "dirty comeback", she's so damn hot! I can't really wait until June 8, is there any way I can drive myself to that day?

1. Not Myself Tonight - Christina Aguilera

I gotta tell you this isn't love at first sight, the song didn't impress me much at first, not until I saw its music video. The video is so hot! Although I'm not really that into dancey music most of the time, this just couldn't get outta my head. I can catch every single word right now, but I have to make sure my tongue don't get knot into one. Go Xtina!

2. Parachute - Cheryl Cole

Cheryl Cole might not be as good singer as my girl Xtina, but this track is a massive hit. Her new single "Fight For This Love" is even topping the local chart now, see how well can this X-Factor co-judge do in today's music scene.

3. Gravity - Pixie Lott

Pixie is another newcomer in UK music industry, and she's only 19. This song has a catchy hook, I guess this is how the name "Gravity" came from. I love her husky voice, and I've watched some of her live singing on Youtube, I can say this young girl can definitely sing her lungs out. Ballad "Cry Me Out" from her debut album "Turn It Up" is oh-so worth you a listen.

4. All Night Long - Alexandra Burke feat. Pitbull

A big congrats to this former X Factor winner, Alex has finally beaten outside the Kingdom and this song is on the Billboard now! Let's hope she is able to share the career success with her ancestor of the show, Leona Lewis. The song featuring Pitbull has made the song hilarious and more current to top the chart. Alex can definitely make something big!

And hell, I'm gonna graduate and work so soon, so so excited! I can't wait to get my car license right after my exam is fucking over, because my car is waving his hands welcoming me to drive him away! Aww~

-xoxo-