信心先生，请永远住在我心里。

今天心血来潮回看自己上载在Friendster的旧照片。看见自己的样子真的有在变化，可能是心境由里至外不断的蜕变导致的，我回想每一张“咔嚓”一声的回忆，那一刻的思绪，再拿现在来比较，发现自己真的学懂了很多。换句话，也对自己诚实了许多，比以前更坦然以对，更能面对自己。

或许是赋性对自己有惯性的自信心，也可能是自己属于狮子座的关系，我还蛮不能忍受那一些自暴自弃，甚至是自我颓废的人，还未尝试就先说放弃不行，说自己永远都没有能力像某某般成功，这些其实都在放屁！我不知道到底是他们谦虚还是虚伪，我本身就觉得一个人对自己没有信心就等于对自己下了慢性毒药，永远不会去尝试新的东西，就永远的自我颓废下去。像我啊，对自己真的有用不完的信心，我永远相信自己只要肯努力的话终有一天我一定比Bill Gates成功，歌唱得比Christina Aguilera好，舞跳得比Michael Jackson的赞。有句话我觉得很管用的“世事无绝对”，只要有基本的自信心+无极限的冲劲+努力，就会=漂亮的成就啦。

我一直相信...

我明白为什么自己不断地在变了，因为我比以前更自信了。有新的座右铭："I believe in the impossible, is possible to overcome, I believe in the miracles, born from love in everyone."

说起来今天还蛮怀旧的，听回刘若英刚出道的歌“为爱痴狂”，是他师傅陈昇的词曲，越来越喜欢这首歌了。

Lulu and Kat...

I finally recovered from the illness, my voice is now much better than last night. Taking rest is truly needed for all "sickers", believe me.

It's gotta be week 6 of this semester starting tomorrow, I never know time has passed so damn fast, mid-term tests are just around the corner, I have a little worry, but it's still okay, 'cause nothing's worse than sick, I can rush, and still.

I just figured out the song "Bleeding Love" by Leona Lewis is actually written by Jesse McCartney, he has done his rendition of this song, too. The arrangement is different, I personally love Leona's one, it's sensation in both the arrangement and voice. And guess what, Katharine McPhee's collaborate-with-David Foster new single, "All I need is you" was out as commercial song for Japan Airlines, I really glad to hear that Kat is gonna be back with her niche, ballad and jazzy music. According to the news, her coming album will be out on December 2008... Oh god, I can't wait!

Reasons why I love Xtina so much...

I personally love kinda inspiring song, it's not only give me strength to carry on, but also lead me to some new point of view. That's why I love Christina Aguilera so much.

You'll need to listen to "The Voice Within" whenever you have lost your faith to carry on what you have holding for so long.

"When there's no one else look inside yourself,
like your oldest friend just trust the voice within,
then you'll find the strength that will guide your way,
you'll learn to begin to trust the voice within..."
[The Voice Within, Christina Aguilera]

We should keep believing ourselves, insisting what we have believing for so long, never change, that's why I keep on singing, singing my song.

"I believe they can take anything from me,
but they can't succeed in taking my inner peace from me.
They can say all they wanna say about me,
but I'm gonna carry on, keep on singing my song..."
[Keep On Singing My Song, Christina Aguilera]

Although there's so much to choose, love is the key we always find to do, just dare to try, try your own way.

"Don't be scared to fly alone,
find a path that is your own.
Love will open every door, it's in your hands, the world is yours.
Don't hold back and always know all the answers will unfold.
What are you waiting for? Spread your wing and soar..."
[Soar, Christina Aguilera]

6月23日的日记

今天有两种很极端的心情。

快乐篇

终于买了台电脑，零件、屏幕、键盘、滑鼠统统都是分开买的，就连主要的“内脏”都是拼成的，一整套都是黑色，说起来还真的是巧合。由于明天早上没有课，所以今天在网上徘徊到深夜会是肯定的了，况且现在上网的速度又不赖。说实在的，拥有一台自己的私人电脑可是我当初的梦想，如今实现了，真的有"dream finally comes true"的感觉。可能我就是这样，一件小小的事情就可以开心个好久好久。就像上次可以认识一班对任何事情都很有热诚的Talent Night朋友，到现在我还是对他们说的每一句话、做的每一个举动念念不忘，总要回想个好多好多遍。可以认识到一班小自己几岁的朋友真的令我觉得自己年轻了不少咧，嘻嘻！（骗自己的！）总而言之呢，真的要很感谢我周遭发生的一切，所认识的人，在此说声一千一万个谢谢。

感叹篇

很简单，我实在太想念Talent Night的朋友们了。刚下载了training时跳舞的伴奏，东方神起的“气球”，闪过了很多当时的回忆，这证明了什么？证明了我们把这一届的Talent Night做活了，There are more than just an event...

A Brand-New Beginning

"A new beginning, a new chapter of my life..."

I turned to blogspot finally, feel like starting everything again, this is the feeling ever since I loved for so long, a new breath, a clear beginning with a hopeful heart.

I'll get myself a PC sooner, think I'll be writing something about myself and my music so often, 'cause I've always got a lot of thoughts to write on.

UTAR Talent Night was just completely over, feel a little upset 'cause thinking of I wouldn't have more time to spend together and hanging out with all the contestants again. Honestly, they are good to be loyal friends, their passion is uncountable, they've warmed my deepest heart. I feel grateful for everything that happened to me these few weeks, I really appreciate. And it's nice and great to hear that UTAR Idol will be coming so soon. Though I won't be one of the participants for sure, I just can't wait my juniors to win this over, they're so much talented than me. Anyway, my next things to do will always be my candles, light up my next path, very contented.

Recently, I fell in love with Syesha Mercado's "One Rock 'n' Roll Too Many", it's a very playful song, vocal sounds booming, and recent-hottie Leona Lewis's "Better In Time", her voice is such an art, perfectly, wisely, and stunningly sings every single note of song, very impressive. I wish you should give this two songs a try, it's good to listen.

Now, I'm on waiting mode, waiting for my new PC, waiting to keep all my joyness into it. I just can't wait...